Life's Not Full of Love, It's Full of Hate

Standing on the lowest point on the earth With burning heart giving me sensation of hearth On such a cold dark night Without a vision of an angel upon my sight I wonder by here all alone each and every day Without my heart, my life, passing through my way Oh my sun has left me never to rise Leaving me helpless, my life’s a despise But my love, you are worth all the while The whole world stops with your single smile I’m just a admirer nothing more than that My life’s a cold floor now, you were my mat By those sweetly spoken words form your lip My heart runs, your words are always there to keep Worse than me, my heart’s the one who’s hurt so much I miss your smile, your voice your silent touch Every time I dream I miss you Feels like holding you picture and kiss you Years have gone but you I haven’t forgotten Guess how hard it’s to live without a sun Ask me the pain of that, it’s been ages That’s the only reason I’m filling blank pages Rejoice in life is not for me Pain in heart, happy for others to see Like the candle burning beside me, my heart burns Through these veins of mine, your vision runs It’s so hard to hold the tears filled in the eyes To search for the sun at night in the skies To be in dark room full of fears With songs of depression into my years It’s so easy to be a girl, loved by all Unlike boys, never happy in life, always to crawl Surrounded by the world I’m just a pawn Without you in my head form dusk to dawn For as your love I’m out of tear I can’t cry I’m so young now for me to die But to die for you, you are really worth it Still I’m alive, for us to meet Its not that I can’t die for thee I can’t live without you in front of me to see How can I even think of dying? I’d rather be happy like this, always crying I’ll wait for you till I make sea of tears I’ll really wait even if it will take thousand of years You are really beautiful and always jolly My dear I’m ugly and always melancholy You my love, your life’s always a bloom But my life, oh poor me always a gloom Without a single picture of you, I wait Without my heart by my side, my life still a gait A sad feeling inside my heart, always to born Life full of pain sorrow and frisson Sitting on my bed, this precious time I kill The empty blank pages on copy is what I fill Life’s what you decide, not of your fate Life's not full of love it's full of hate