Life Questions

Life I don't know Life what do you have in store for me Life how come you've made me into a paradox a walking vortex of complication Life What were you planning when you made me Life I have so many questions yet limited time to ask, yet no time for answers I guess Life will you please tell me what to do I beg you Life What should I do Miranda, she wants to spend the rest of her life with me wants to have a child that looks just like me but I'm not ready but I'm so unsure Life why do I like the thrill of a chase love the sensation of running so fast, too strong Life Why did you allow me to chase a challenge want what I can't ever obtain for I crave the impossible and no matter what resolution I produce it's just no use Life Why do I love to run to run, not walk I like moving slowly, taking one step at a time but I love the wind at my back everything passing by so quickly guess it's just apart of the little things I'm accustomed to Life Why am I still a child at heart but an adult in ideas, body, mind, soul Life Why am I still called immature when I just crave fun when I just crave a life out of my loneliness when I just can't stand being serious all the time when I'm more mature than most I've been through too much not to be Life how come I like to be the lone wolf, a rogue but I seek the aid of others in my time of crisis but I seek the aid of others when I know I can't I can't tackle things by myself Life Why are you so cryptic to me Why must things always be a mystery Life Why isn't there a clear outline to the path I need to take I relish in the idea that I can make my own choices but every choice I've made seems to have been wrong so far but every choice I've made seems to have been a mistake There's way too much criticism I have to take sometimes it makes me want to throw up Life I don't know what to say and I don't know if you'll ask me questions back Life I have nothing more to ask at least not today but will you please answer me this question cause I have wanted this for more than most of my life Life Will I ever have a daughter beautiful and radiant Life Will Jade ever come to life as beautiful and radiant as her mother Life Life Will I ever know who her mother will be Life Would she ever marry me or would I meet her one night in the dark and she ever be a shadow a mystery Life would you ever tell me