Life Lost

Lost in agony of losing, Ripped apart between life and living. Deep breaths increasing inside me, growing, then going…… I lost it. I lost him, Her…. I lost life. Emotional bruises physical, I feel the world staring at me with deep pity, why me? Why not me? I held your hand in my heart and wrapped my soul around you, Never thought you would be gone leaving no goodbye or promises to return. I saw the lies in your evil eyes, these broken ties u leaving me with. How do I explain to the world where my glow is gone when u took it with half of me? We lost the game I took the blame bleeding shame of misery. What word do I use to paint my pain in pictures, confusing images in my vocabulary as I try to scream for comfort? I open my hand to nothing. My treasure of life dusted off by winds of vulnerability