Life At the Improv

attempting 
to tempt
temptation
i may face
damnation
if thoughts
translate to
actions

quiet on
the set

action
the thunder
clap director
yells as lightning
lighting catches me

sitting on a set
of a movie
that i know
no lines to
but i'm

supposed to be
the lead as i
squint my
eyes 
to

see the sunrise
perhaps that's
my cue but
not knowing
what to do

i begin by
adlibing a
nonesense
syllabical 
soliloquy

not quite what
you might call
babbling but
blubbering
for i've be

come a child
again pass
ed birth
but not
even

fetal as i
fatally see
myself before
speech so need
to express facially

but i need an
audience of
adults say
ing things
as if they

were a child so
that they have
come down
a step to
be on 

my level but it's 
plain to see we
are actually on
a different
flight as

i'm going to
neverland and
they are going 
to never mind
as the set

grows and goes
dark no more
arclights for
me to dis
embark

on my journey
even though
i'm just act
ing exactly
as to how

a child performer
would progress
in a world of
stardom
among

others and some not
yet discovered but
i see my destiny
in the make up
mirror

as i apply facial
growth growing
older with each
performance
now fourth

time before my
mirrored image
that i can't
imagine
is me

but he moves 
exactly the
same as
when i
move

running
my fingers
through my 
sprayed on grey
beard realizing like

citizen kane
i'm one in the
same yet putting
on weight not just
to make my feeble fat

fingers drop a snow
globe and mutter
my lover's pet
name for her
cl*tor*s

rosebud
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Lamoureux Avatar
November 25, 2019 at 11:32 PM
I like how you got around the banned word *lol*. It’s a good thing you slimmed down those fingers.
Connelly Avatar
November 26, 2019 at 5:42 PM
Actually it was banned, but when Maureen McGreavy commented on this poem all the letters were ********, but when I went in to edit it clitoris was there; so it only showed that it was censored when someone commented on it. So I edited accordingly. Thanks Richard.
Na Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 12:30 AM
Hi Jeff I enjoyed this. I have a friend that is a stand up comedian. It reminded me of her through this poem. Thanks for sharing. Happy Thanksgiving
Connelly Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 4:55 PM
Happy Thanksgiving I assume you are in the USA Gregory...
Connelly Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 11:12 AM
Thanks Gregory.
Pigeon Tart Avatar
November 23, 2019 at 11:00 PM
So much. I shall come back to this tomorrow, see if I can't find some words. Excellent pen my friend.
Connelly Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 11:22 AM
I heard tale a story about Orsen Welles using the name "rosebud" to show that he had slept with William Hearst's girlfriend. It seems that was her nickname for her clitoris :)
Connelly Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 11:15 AM
I added a few letters to the "banned" word "clitoris". I thought the word would be fine, after all I used "vagina" in another poem to my knowledge it wasn't deemed R or X rated.
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