Let's Gamble

Inside of me chaos has taken over. Shambles of a life that once brought peace to me has now fallen. Inside of me I am lost in a world called confusion. My heart is telling me yes and my mind is telling me no. Who am I to listen to? My mind tells me that I should do the right thing. How do I know what the right thing is when the heart is deceitful? If it has to be a love that is hidden away that love is not worth having. If it has to be a love that I cannot have in its entirety then turning my back on it I will do. They say follow your heart but the heart can lead to a world filled with sorrow and agony. Perhaps I will stick to following my mind where people say, “Would be the logical thing to do”. For following my heart can lead to pain. That is not a risk I am willing to take for loving you.