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Insomnia? I think not 
I'm probably tired. I am tired!
But it does not register to my mind and heart...
These feelings has even caused my sleep to vanish 
What i feel. 
Is You

Your love weakens me
It's your love that is being transmitted to my heart..
It is as if your love drives an electric current through my heart causing it to light up... 

What's keeping me up right now?
it's your love
It does make sense though. 
You make me feel alive. 

You make me feel... 
FEEL .....
feelings that i shouldn't be having. 
I love this feeling
I hate this feeling
How can one love and hate at the same time. 

An impression, lead to an attraction and this attraction lead to affection which further broke down the walls of my precarious heart 
"Put up your guard ! "
"Don't allow him in "
"He loves you "
" you're just a temporary attraction to him" 

My thoughts wrestle with each other.. 
These opponents are so powerful that there seems to be constant war in my mind 
How do i shut it off?
I cant. 

I feel for you. I want to tell you that i lo..
That this shouldn't be happening
That i should step back and allow you to fall so deep inlove with that person 

But my heart is weak. 
My heart wants you.
My heart wants to be touched by you. 

My mind brings me back to equilibrium. 
Tugging at my heart to open her eyes to reality. 
That you and i cannot be 
That this world does not hand out happy endings 
And that you have to make the best out of this life. 

I wish you'd understand that
I wish you'd leave me alone 
I wish you'd hold me close and tell me that you love me 
I wish you would tell me that what you feel isn't real
So i can be broken and move on thereafter 
I wish...

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Date: 11/21/2018 5:30:00 PM
Dee, oh you have penned a beauty, the pull of love , the yes and no, the feelings of wonder and broken hearts, love this, and a FAV ~
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Dee Raa
Date: 11/23/2018 10:56:00 PM
Thank you Dear Heart. Much appreciated