Leftbrain Trauma

My leftbrain deductive reason now sadly sees 16/20, since 2016 a patriarchal white privileged hierarchy of orthodox RightWing religious social history, Where I am either egomaniacally at the self-righteous top of my competitive win/lose hierarchical game, or I am a victim, bottom-feeder bleeder prey, mortally morally wounded, living in the treacherous and hated boundary between today's fading hellish life and inevitable loss of leftbrain dominant reason for autonomously existing merely to survive for yet another depressing rainy Monday of meaningless sold-out grey capital-monopolistic Business as either/or win/lose degeneratively natural normative spiritless deprived depraved predation extraction.... Meanwhile My more both/and co-empathic rightbrain inducting fluid 20/20 emotions feels ecofeminist [not ego-militant] green, yet full-spectrum, multicultural warm Earth-lattice of interdependent circles, Reverse revolving matriarchal anti-hierarchical encultured imprinted co-passioned empowering non-violently embedded resonantly wombed intersectionally organic transubstantiating left intelligence disempowering into right wisdom, up inside down, creolizing win/win positive healthy communication of interactive win/win hope, resiliently enduring faith, robustly wealthy webs, not so much either/or walls, of polypathic polyphonic polynomially ZeroZone balancing binomial bilateral bicameral compassion, Belonging, safety, enduring warm significance, accompaniment, curious cooperative inquiry and co-investing trust Despite leftbrain's hierarchical non-elite non straight non white non male bottom-bleeder victimization, RightBrain's most robust resonant and resilient EarthTribe remembering 20/20 fire circle multicultural singers and polycultural liturgical dancers, lyrical speakers who non-violently listen with well-balanced co-passioning breath Bicameral heart-beaters compassion power, energy, healthy democracy of left with right GoldenRule balancing climates through positive health co-investment.