Left Behind

When I think of her,

the metaphors behind my eyes 

start to bleed.



Veins pulse in rhythms of her

inconsistent smile.



There is no heartbeat in 

these words, I've flat-lined.

...Ghostly similes hover over what

I have failed to define. 



Romanticizing phantom touch,

burning throughout the hallows;

like the memories that have

been the only warmth in this

deserted bed. 



 Metaphors..


are all that I have left,

I let them drip onto my skin

and wipe away the color. 



This. 



Is Finally. 



Black and White. 



The stories I've 

read; and said: 

I couldn't, wouldn't ever 

deal with are tragedies

that have become my

living scripture

and I recite my scattered

psalms to a vivid picture 

of a beauty that left me behind. 



But I have loved,

and so I have lived. 

There is no metaphor in that. 

It is the black, and the white,

the story of my life;

My smiling tragedy. 



...I can smile



because every drop, 

every bloody metaphor,

              every aching syllable 



has been worth feeling the embrace

of what is now so cold. 



-James Kelley 2014, All rights reserved.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Acquah Avatar
April 23, 2014 at 3:48 AM
My my this sensitive sweetheart of a man. I love this Mr. Kelly
Kelley Avatar
April 23, 2014 at 8:11 PM
Thanks Mama, much love
Sirak Avatar
April 19, 2014 at 5:50 AM
Stunning and creative! Your poetry is never black and white, it is the rich red of unfettered emotion pulsing with golden bursts of pure honesty.
Kelley Avatar
April 23, 2014 at 8:12 PM
So kind of you...Hope you had a great Easter
Torres Avatar
April 17, 2014 at 7:33 AM
THIS IS GREAT, KELLY!!!! ..the bloody metaphor and aching syllables... you are the master of poetry world!!! ..hope everything is well now.. !!! keep breathing the love ... !!! LIVE ON!! :O)
Kelley Avatar
April 17, 2014 at 8:09 AM
Well, aren't you the sweetest thing ;) Thank you so much Aiyah...Everything is great now! Much love
Espinola Collins Avatar
April 17, 2014 at 7:21 AM
That is so beautiful... It's deep and romantic! I really enjoyed the read :) Ana
Kelley Avatar
April 17, 2014 at 7:30 AM
Thank you so much Ana...I'm glad you could connect
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