Left Alone
everywhere i go is wherever i call home
but never am i
someone elses
im just dust in the wind,
waiting for an end
ever sense birth ive felt abandonments cold
here a few years there a few years
to and fro
but never a solid home
i tried finding a soulmate or whatever
but that just lead me down a dark path
drunken and severed
never am i someones one love
no never
not even in a brothers bond
cursed am i to tread in solitude forever
now im falling further down
and just wish to peacefully drowned
in my solitude where, myself, i found
broken hearted and left alone
time and time again
truly i would be lying if i said it wasnt getting old
seems this is my fate
to be stuck to be only my own
as the darkness takes on and holds
i dont seem to care anymore
i disconnect
why even try anymore
im always left alone
so i mark where im scarred
with tattoos that leak out of all ive known
my dominate left arm, the left, thats left alone
guess its a sin but least i know God was the only one who really always picked up the phone..
still though i wont deny
i still feel very alone
all i hoped for was for one person to keep me and never let me me go.
and maybe, just maybe..
she exists
and one day i can feel at home
but i cease to try anymore..
because i cant give anymore
until i know i wont be left alone
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