Leave - Me - Alone

Frankly bewildered… I find life so absurd Your serenity shines on God, I want to be like your son Why was I pushed in the margins? Is it because of my abominable sins? I threw them all away long ago… Into garbage bins of let-it-all-go Confusion screwed me up good – guilt overflows in my neighborhood Brainwashed and feeling oh so hopeless Helpless in my shell of an eternity…I’m sorry that I'm so misunderstood The virus in my brain crashed more or less My conscience has always been a blank sheet of paper I am still a lover of His Word, not a deceived hater Spoil me rotten with lies – it will enhance your endeavor I’m going to fast tonight…I’m thirsty for His knowledge; Satan – see ya later, alligator I write because it’s my right to do so Don’t give me your wondrous woe My life isn’t a temporary show to be fond of All I need is solitude and His everlasting love I need to run just for the fun of it I’m fearless and a fighter for peace I’m getting brilliant bit by bit as I see fit Happily numb in my skin, so please… Jealousy, Leave. Me. Alone…. I am going to be on my own My confident soul is one with my spirit All day and night, I am naturally lit… Let me be happy on life's ride and let me stand awfully tall Despite the madness inside…no where to hide Stop bouncing me as if I’m your totally-terrific tetherball I was so high until the low ate me up inside Maybe I have dementia… Maybe, just maybe I am unique and intelligent You mend my one and only flaw – Losing you made me bloody sore – am I significant? It looks like I’m arrogant or stuck up But, I’m humble – hear my meek rant… I have confidence no one else has – that’s whazzup I want to be someone else sometimes, but I can’t I remember the walks I did with my canine It was fine and dandy, even in the dark or in the light of oh-I-see I wish you were mine often – I’ll be doing fine It was that midnight owl side that you brought out of me, my pretty I regret not going to my High School prom, but I look forward to His Kingdom At least my body-quaking dancing doesn’t end up on www.youtube.com Am I crazy, Lord? Give me Your accord I broke down a million times Dude, I am a poet with deep rhymes Distance in its resilient and wonderful ways Got me feeling connected with you these days Sarcasm's ****** sprouts in my mind's eye Did I lose my mind? Secrets can’t lie and that, I can’t deny Enter through me, wisdom from above I was delusional for so long, my darling love Be my fluttering dove Be my left-handed glove I hear awesome angels whisper echoes I see remedy rainbows, swinging on my toes I’m curious 24/7 and that, I can’t forget Forget you, my pitiful, pushed-outta-shape regret Kiss away my yesterdays Give me a thrilling praise Trying with my might to feel delight Been lazy all day – alright, alright I hope you’re having a splendid time… Solitude is my friend that is pretty sublime Tomorrow is a sorrow I can’t bear any longer You give me spiritual pleasure beyond measure Yes, God, You are the very best Your company – I don’t detest I was always a daydreamer since forever Let me go like a balloon, caught in the wind of your selfish pride I am satisfied with what I have…I’m not materialistic All I want to do is hide, but courage – abide by my side…now, I’m tongue-tied That would be pretty darn epic if you and I laughed and cried Instead, I got all shy and timid…should of told you that I wanted to be friends, but my hello towards you was denied…at least I tried, aside from what I feel deep down inside Leave me alone, the pain in my brain Leave me alone, rain that gets me insane Leave me alone with me and the Father of truth The father of lies is as inadequate as a loose tooth This life is temporary – give me gladness possibly God's Kingdom is where we ought to be unconditionally I am invincible and I am legendary inside and out I guess I admire and embrace your auras of zealous faithfulness Treasure me, I’m melting helplessly Heal me possibly I have gracious liberty I see you a little clearer In my dirty-ish mirror My reflection is handsome I am not hideous or this beaten-up bum I am human like you are I can’t handle my scar… Thankful my conscience is in the clear Leave me alone with solitude, my dear Negativity is gone… I am waiting for the sun I want to be like Your son I’m a son of a gun, hon Positivity makes me blush I love you, girl, so hush I’m stronger than I realize, I’m not alone and I’m not a failure, so shush It’s a secret I can’t deny, so give me a little push If you don’t love me completely, Leave me alone…even relationships (has wars) Are temporary – many don’t last forever honestly I just want to place my quivering lips on yours - Leave - Me - Alone Written by J.W. Earnings (in other words, David W. Breidenthal)