Leap of Faith

I’ve been here before at this event horizon Is it shadow? Nothingness? Heat? A death a fire of refinement The pressure madness? The spaghettification of my timeline rage, doubt, clout drawn into this pull Is there a transformation for the pain? Oh, lovely essence beautiful and fair Are there only shadows, or does light reign? Igniting my everlasting soul's prayer To nurture a flame from heaven's domain I search for holy ground, away from despair A cycle I’ve been here before Fragments of past I think they are memories not all at once Light, bent or twisted An echo? This eye I? Ai? A sunset? Or sunrise? An empty cavity? Is there a transformation for this pain? Oh, lovely essence beautiful and fair After shadows, where then does light reign? Igniting my everlasting soul's prayer To nurture a flame from heaven's domain To step on holy ground, away from despair If I fall in what? A light at the end of the tunnel? singularity A new reality without hate? Leave my shadow behind Interact With others’ realities Their art? Their pain? Isn’t it all art? “To be or not to be?” To be born again I see the horizon and don’t know If I want to... Fall in. What transformation took away the pain? Oh, lovely essence beautiful and fair After shadows, the eternal light reigns Igniting my everlasting soul's prayer Nurturing the flame from heaven's domain I'm on holy ground free from despair