Late Fall

Outside views remind me Earth already represents early winter in my sacred EarthTale Of internal climate healthy redevelopment heart mediated in dialogue with nonverbal Right/Left resonant muse-integrity Silent sacred mindful rest promised through winter's hibernating nest Before best health days of our grandchildren's wealthiest lives will struggle seething still and silent to not out loud envy our apartheid cold messages Time to "Man Up" to get through my depressed Yintegral chronic oppressed trans-indigenous multicultural potential To winter through LeftBrain monoculturing viral win/lose dominance over marginalized "disabled" RightBrain prominence Of late Fall sinful PatriCapital daze in my chronic LeftBrain dominant entertaining homiletic hubris My monotheistic sublime mid-summer protagonist of all unspoken monoculturing passion narratives expecting, anxiously anticipating my personal StraightWhite Patriarchal anthrosupremacist savior A late Fall god-given self-righteous entitlement defensive about dubious undemocratic unhealthy transcendent fertility Taking more than my four square share of EarthTribe's freezing ZeroSum final regenerative inhale rather than a NonZero full-harvest gratitude exhale To co-passion grandchildren's regenerate healthy inhale balancing passionately co-invested forgiving exhale Spiraling dynamically out toward full-spectral four seasonal healthy wealth of cross-generational restoring Earth's lifetime emergence, AnthroSacred Balancing this compassioning late Fall mountain moment co-invested back toward inspiring spirited spring of my indigenous bicameral original natural/spiritual EarthJustice bilateral wisdom This win/lose LateFall day is Not THE END (yet)