Lasting Sunrise

It was a cold winter day, when I took a photo of the sunrise
I had no idea what I would find out, hours later
The man I loved who made the biggest difference in my life, had died
I remember hyperventilating, I remember the world seemed to be spinning
I was in so much disbelief, I had to race to get his death record
Later, I visited an empty graveyard, covered with snow
Christmas trees were beside the graves all around
Black crows were breaking the silence, as I stood in shock motionless
I did not know how to face another day or even an hour
He was a Lieutenant who helped me with a case regarding a childhood friend’s death
It was all surreal, traumatizing, devastating, a shock I cannot describe
I knew that I had to move on for him and that is what I did
But, the impact his death had on my life remains to this day
I am grateful for the time I had with him and everything he gave me
I have been asked, would I have rather not have met him?
-	The answer is a bellowing “No”!  -
He taught me what loving through differences and conflict is all about
He will never leave my heart and is always in my prayers
Some deaths are enough to shake this world, but leave reflections of light forever
He is the light, when all is dark;  He is the sunrise that shines each day for me!

Heidi Sands

1/22/23
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Kelii Kekaula Avatar
January 30, 2023 at 10:13 PM
Your loving Lieutenant, Heidi, to some degree, echoes my son now gone a few days yond a year--missing the love knowing he's above--just waiting for me. Truly a poignant penning, blessings and Aloha William
Sands Avatar
January 30, 2023 at 10:24 PM
I am sorry to hear about your son now gone. Hold onto the love and special memories until you are with him again. Thank you . Blessings :)
Gentile Avatar
January 22, 2023 at 5:56 AM
"Reflections of light". this is such a moving and wonderful way to feel through the sadness Heidi! It is something you can always see. A work of love and beauty you have created here! Happy Sunday xxoo
Sands Avatar
January 22, 2023 at 9:14 AM
Thank you so much Mike. I always appreciate your support. Happy Sunday. Xxoo :)
Cunningham Avatar
January 22, 2023 at 3:33 AM
He'll live on in your heart and happy memories Heidi, he will never be far from you Tom
Sands Avatar
January 22, 2023 at 5:50 AM
Thank you for your comforting comment Tom :)
Wolf Avatar
January 21, 2023 at 7:22 PM
'He is the sunrise' - truly memorable, Heidi. May you know only happiness going forward. :) Gershon
Sands Avatar
January 22, 2023 at 5:50 AM
Thank you Gershon :)
Pandit Avatar
January 21, 2023 at 4:47 PM
A touching narrative, Heidi. One never forgets time spent together with a beloved. That is why they always occupy pleasant memories. Best to you.
Sands Avatar
January 22, 2023 at 5:50 AM
Thank you Vijay :)
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