Last Whisper

Why is it every time I wake I know I am going to make another mistake all around is darkness no light do I see all I can hear is a creepy voice calling me should I follow the voice and see if its true that it is me and not you . I am starting to wonder if it is my time to go I feel so cold . All I feel is hot tears wash down my face stinging my eyes as they go every thing starts to slow . I scream for help but no one comes I am still in the darkness and I am starting to go numb. I reach for the blade and I slice deep and hard to feel my life line flow hot and crimson down my arm to know for the moment I am alive but with each beat of my broken heart I will soon die no more pain will I feel no more problems that I will have to deal so as with the last beat of my chest I take my last breath and wipe the last tear from my eye because now I lay down and whisper my last good bye .