Last Letter To My Beloved

So, that's it then, the Time that I kept envisioning Has come, by itself, at its own pace, Slower than that of a snail's Yet, so subtly faster than even that of a cheetah's! It's the last time that I shall get to admire the depth of your eyes The last time that I shall have a chance to arouse your lips The last time that I shall respond to the urgent needs of your touch The last time that your eyes shall be locked into mine Paving the space between them With imaginary pebbles and cobbles So as to allow our two souls to always be entwined with each other Each time they would want to! When the winds of fate had pushed me into your oceans My still water pond had shaken up Yet, when my flow got merged into yours Life felt as sweet and as soothing as the bliss of candy In the mouth after a heavily salted meal! I never anticipated that our ending would be so abrupt I did listen and abide to the skies I did bare my soul, my heart and my femininity to you Always thought I that we would depart to there where we belong Together, as are words to pages! Now, though, my tears have turned bloody It is up to the higher powers to choose what to make of us Our bodies and false identities shall be erased We shall be forgotten in a world where we threw tantrums To try to remain immortals! Beloved, existing is of no use without you Shall it be that no more are we to be bonded I shall ask to be disintegrated Pain has always inhabited me Wish I to be freed from it Pray, know that you are free and that your choices Are solely yours! I shall burn this last letter to you; I know that its fumes shall follow you in the other world While my soul here shall wait for when I shall be with you Pray, I know our actions, our feelings and our choices shall be tested And I trust in your heartbeats as I remain Your Lover, lost in hopeless love for that which you hide In the sacred sanctity of your heart! For Contest: Last Letter to my Beloved Sponsored by Silent One Written on 11th Dec 2018