Labels and Coloring

I am not blue. I am not black. I am not yellow. I am not purple. I am a human. I am a female. I am lost. I am confused. I need help. I need help. Someone please help me. I need help. Who am I? What am I? Why am I here? What should I do? What are these lights that shine? Why is it so bright? What is that dark that is hidden? Why is it so sad? I am here. I am here. Only I can end it. I am here. I hate myself. I hurt myself. I hate myself. I hurt myself. I am...