Kill You Today, Love You Tomorrow-Love and War

I lay in my bed day by day, thinking of what next to say, I feel I dont love you anymore, its like I was drowning & now I'm ashore I feel no love & no hate my heart is sore. all is fair in love & war Inside my twisted mind i mix, Two very different links, Today you die, tomorrow you cry, today I'm wielding a sword, tomorrow I'm defeated by your words. I see you in my dreams, but we are on different teams, it feels so right & yet its so wrong, its like I'm in heaven, but not for long. I will kill you today & love you tomorrow, this day is on happiness & the next sorrow, Why am I like this? Are you to blame?, Why are you always that flame?, I stand in the midst of Armageddon ready for war, with my armour & hammer looking like thor, I see you on the other side are you looking for more?, only God knows what it is we're fighting for!