Kaos In -Part 1-

I got fired For being awarded Most Desired The truth got liared I got tired by the fact that you are wired A different way than me Why can't they clearly see That I'll make a difference in this world of labels? This world is like a wifi that has been running on a ticking bomb of jacked up cables Going thru a relapse of suicidal thots before and after I hand you flowers of forgive-me-please after a disaster After a rainstorm comes a rainbow of radiance, A tragedy in reverse...a miracle cure, a prance dance - enhance my joy with Royal elegance Loyal me up as soon as I give in to my old ways (that's what's up) Cuz I've been unfaithful...mhm, truth sincerely hurts To You, him, and her and I feel like giving up...I'm a filthy cup in the dishwasher, but I will be a spic-and-span cup (it shocks me to know many have given up so easily...I'm a whimpering pup) I've been acting ungrateful...I'm inside out shirts... I'm in my doom-gloom dorm, Keeping warm through it all...I've crashed due to an epic fall or an accidental fantastic fail I'm an weird, empty Earth worm Seeping through the wooden floors that are as tough as a well-built wall...you're a tough trail to tread...I'm a message never sent by mail Got crazy A lil lazy Got naturally hazy Off of hyper wild-child Inside me - so not mild For a while, my mind has been piled With nonsensical, fickle desire of my elevating empire I am home with my cheesy nachos on my lap while singing "Girl on Fire" I'm higher than the clouds cuz I'm high off of laughter and bliss...something I cherish and admire It's cool to be real It's not legit to be fake Ah yeah, it's not a big deal Hit the brake for my sake Regret nothing Quit that fussing You're my everything Carry on, do your thang Off you trot Don't let me Rot On the spotlight... Tonight...despite your black and white ways of sparkling spite and under-your-spell might that shines so bright and it's wrong when it's right I'm a kid without his kite Stab me with love-me-not loathe - I can take it without throwing a childish fit with a mature kit with freezing fire foolwit I'm sorry - I feel like shite I know I broke the friendship oath - I still luv u a bit, I must admit