Just Walking Away

Looking at how we use to be and what we have came to be. Knowing deep in my heart i have been completely pushed away but not to sure on how to tell you.Not only have i walked away but seemed to found another love. NO! not with someone else but within my self. Finally realizing that why should i look forward to someone else making me happy when i can do it myself without being disappointed in the end. To a point where i love myself first and no longer believing there is a such thing as being in love or having someone else love me back. Accepting that and moving on because lingering around will hold me back from how i deserve to be treated. Waking up up with this new attitude feeling like all my doubts and worries have been lifted off of me and im on top of the world. Nomore tossing and turning from bed dreams that seem to become reality daily or silly mind tricks that i will be hurt in the end.