Just Walk Away

Near forty years, I plied my craft,
Anticipated each new day.
Indeed, most nights, I would have laughed
To think that I’d just walk away.

I delved in magic in my time
I plumbed the depths with cryptic codes
With methods compact and sublime
Though oft I kicked against the goads.

Perfection sought though rare attained
Oft disallowed by time constrained
But O those moments, when obtained
A glimpse of pure, of the unstained

Down through the years, far in the past,
In tongues not spoken, scarcely seen,
We wrangled bits, locations cast
And other crimes, dark and obscene.

I often raged ‘gainst the machine
And failed to quell its savage breast.
Long seemed the spans, far in between
To outcomes daemons, grudging, blessed

’Twas these brief times, joy-filled, I yearned
That brought me, wanting, back for more
Full knowing where I’d soon return:
Depression’s edge, despair’s dark door

This wondrous game of love and hate
Near forty years I played this well
And never did my hunger sate
‘Twixt heaven’s gate and depths of hell

Yet here I stand, I do not feel 
The draw, the tug upon my soul
I wonder how that passion, zeal
Just disappeared, yet left no hole

The Lord has blessed me with my bride
With strolls in country green and fair
With stories, small ones at my side,
With fellowships, to cherish, share

And so I find it curious
To have invested so much time
Most certain, not injurious
And yet, to walk and chase a rhyme…
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Wolf Avatar
February 17, 2022 at 10:25 PM
So resonant, Jeff. Great expectations at 20 become great limitations -- imagination's cramp -- by age 80, eh?! Write on, my friend! :) gw
Kyser Avatar
February 18, 2022 at 3:14 AM
Just turned 60, retired this past July! 80 would be grand, or however many days the Lord has in mind for me here!
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