Just To See and Hold You Again

When we said goodbye to each other all those years ago I thought that I could get along with you but now I can barely get through my days I'm told when you find true love stand and face it head on with everything you have but sometimes standing in that spot can be so damn hard when you're really running away it's those unknown feelings you're trying to escape from the fear of trying to make it work reams you and facing it, huh that tends to be in dreams it's hard waking up each day that's something I never want to face anymore what's even harder is how I don't sleep in the night for thinking only of you thoughts of you consume my mind all the time perhaps it was just to strong and we were to young we didn't know really what to do so even though we loved each other so we decided to let go I'm here today without your arms around me I don't have your strength to guide me I search for the deep gazed in your blue eyes as you gazed into mine reliving all that and wishing so hard I could have it all again the love I saw in your heart so many times so what the hell is keeping us apart? and now I'm left here to wonder if you come close to feeling the same way for me so damn much to ponder yet I won't give up the fight of trying to find you that easy oh no, I can't so I live for the day and the courage to say everything that needs to be said once and for all you have to know that even if I was to get burned or sink under I would go through hell and high water just to see and hold you again