Just. Thoughts

Just. Thoughts… I’m sorry for those who don’t like this passage but this is just thoughts to someone I used to love. I’d say a lot to You but I’m trying to be nice. I got so many questions to ask You but, do I want to know the answers? Should I question myself for treating You like a real man should’ve, or should I wonder why You didn’t want to be a real women? Would have given You more than my all, but all I’ve seemed to give was nothing. Was I unappreciated, or were You appreciated too much. But huh don’t worry, You don’t have to answer these questions for they are just. thoughts. To tell You the truth, I wish that I'd lied, maybe being fake would have kept us together. I would curse but it seems like that’s exactly what You want, and this ain’t about what Yo ignorant a$$ wants, damn I guess I‘m still given. Do You know what I want, have You known what I wanted? Is it that You just didn’t want to give it to me or You just didn’t know what it was? But huh don’t worry You don’t have to answer these questions, these are just. thoughts. You probably wondered why I just looked at You when you hit me, its funny how You hit me but You were the one looking stupid. Its because I think You knocked not only sense into my head, but knocked the love I had for You out of y eyes. Its like You awakened a hidden epiphany inside me telling me to leave You. You know they say the best ideas and creations come from just. thoughts. Well I’m glad I thought about this a long time ago, now I’ve created a new life without You and now You ask why. Its probably because these were, Justified Thoughts...