Just Thinking

I CLOSED MY MIND AND THE DARKNESS CAME ALIVE,I REALIZED THAT I WAS MORE THAN SHELL AN LIGHT, I FEEL PESTILENCE OVERSHADOWING MY EXISTENCE, DEATH SHARES A GLIMPSE OF MY OWN DESTRUCTION, FALLING INTO NOTHINGNESS, I HEARD THE LOST CALLING OUT, WHATS A SUITABLE SACRIFICE FOR THIS ENEMY OF CREATION ? AWAKE IN THE ABYSS FROM DAYS OF OLD,SEARCHING FOR WAYS TO FREE MY ALONE,I GRASP FOR HANDLES ON AN UNHOLY FATE, MEDITATING IN NIGHTMARES OBSCURE STATE, WHO'S IN CHARGE OF THIS CELESTIAL PATH ?,EVER CONSIDER IT'S JUST GODS WRATH ?...