Just Me

I’m ok being amethyst alone No one to share my humble home with I guess I do miss a kiss But is that lust or just Just an infatuation to resist I think I’m too selfish to love him And at the same time like many I’m self sacrificing because We are given dolls to care for as girls Taught to nurture the whole world Yet never given permission to be A recipient of the same emerald energy Never taught that boy who hits you Has no right phuck that HE LIKES YOU Never taught to get out your head That girls want more than to be fed The hard years of my life I was alone The odd years of strife solitude was a throne Sure I have basic needs But that comes goes with burgundy breeze I’m ok being alone with myself I’m not so bad I am just and fair And if God sent Prince Charming now I’d send him packing at the next town Not that I don’t believe God Just that I have peace at heart Why add to my serenity When I’m ok alone with just me