Just Another Poem

JUST ANOTHER POEM SOMETIMES I REALLY FEEL ALONE AS IF A ROSE THAT ONE HAS OUT GROWN NO ONE TO TALK TO NO ONE WHO CARES KNOWING THAT MY PROBLEMS ARE MINE TO BARE I SHOULDN'T REALLY CARE THAT THERE'S NO ONE THERE BUT SOMETIMES IT HURTS CAUSE I REALLY NEED TO SHARE TO SHARE WHAT'S ON MY MIND OR IN MY HEAD TO SHARE FEELINGS THAT I THINK MIGHT BE DEAD IN MY SKY THERE ARE NO STARS ONLY FADED FACES AND DEEP WOUNDED SCARS SOMETIMES I GO AND SIT IN THE PARK BUT NEVER IN THE DAYTIME ONLY THE DARK DARKNESS IS MY LIFE MY WAY OF BEING MY WAY OF LIVING MY WAY OF SEEING I THINK IT MIGHT BE BETTER TO BE BLIND THEN ONLY SWEET VISIONS CAN DANCE IN MY MIND VISIONS OF HAPPINESS AND MEMORIES OF LOVE MEMORIES OF ANGELS THAT HAVE BEEN SENT FROM ABOVE BUT THINGS SUCH AS THIS ARE ONLY A DREAM AND MY TEARS CONTINUE TO FALL FROM MY EYES IN A STREAM I LOOK AT MY LIFE AND REALIZE THAT I HATE IT AND SOMETIMES IT WOULD BE EASIER JUST TO QUIT I HATE WHERE I LIVE AND EVERYONE AROUND ME MY NIEGHBORS NO NOT HOW TO LET ME BE I HATE MY DR'S WHO KNOW NO CURE WHO THINK THAT IN THIER MINDS EVERYTHING IS PURE I KNOW THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE JUST "WELL CONTAINED" AND WITH THE RIGHT TREATMENT I MIGHT BE TRAINED TRAINED NOT TO SCREAM OR HOLLER OR SHOUT I THINK A BULLET TO THE BRAIN MIGHT BE MY WAY OUT OUT OF THIS MISERY AND PAINED STAKED LIFE OUT OF THIS THING THAT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE. AWAY FROM THESE EVERYDAY TEARS AWAY FROM THE THINGS THAT CAUSE ME FEAR LIKE LOVE AND HAPPINESS AND SHARING A TIME AND EVEN TRYING MY HARDEST TO MAKE THESE THINGS RHYME AND IF I SHOULD DIE BEFORE I AWAKE I PRAY NOT FOR HIM MY SOUL TO TAKE LET ME WANDER THROUGH AND THROUGH LET ME BE MYSELF LET ME BECOME ANEW..........