Judgementally Wrong

Since your sending bad vibes Recently, I want to know when did you your opinion think it Weaken.Me, I'm not a victim of Indecency, You can't make me feel less of a man and nobodys stripping me of my Dignity, But how can he think he's so right, if I’m not so wrong, And how can I stay strong, from what tormented me for so long, Suppressed drug memories, ya no like that one eminem song, If my life is a two way street, Why do I prolong, On this no where to go, One way to a dead end, Nobody to trust as a friend, Who won’t condescend On me, As I descend into her fake world of pretend, Where I refuse to mend, But still I comprehend on, What kinda vibes they both send, Now if my #ADHD goes off track, let me bring it back, Cause some time ago, I felt like my loyality under attack, I was belittled, looked at and questioned, Like I just got done stealing your pack, Now Im standing there holding heartfelt pain back, Realizing I just got hit by a Judgemental Smack, My feelings got butthurt, My eyes fought back tears, then I start to recall old fears from hagert playground days to past few years, Mind got Clouded For a moment I couldn’t think clear, then I realized they ed this much was clear, Wonder if these type of people are always near, A thought that might mess with my conscience, But Im glad I control my own damn mindset, Now Its clear to me they are meant to be together I bet, But it's my Judgement they just met, And the insecurities i hold dear are not yours "Do Ya Hear", I am survivor and im still here, So In this land of opportunity if I’m weak, Then fake people like you two are ruining me, And In my community, I deserve immunity, From your one sided close minded Opinions, Divided and misguided decisions, That was just my past incisions, So please Don’t start judging me, Like your closet is empty, See There’s a war being fought, Deadly drugs being brought, Coulda had me still distraught, But I’ve been brought up and taught, To go head on into battle, Strap up, without a saddle, Round up the fellas, like there cattle, Guy time, Drop the baby rattle, Go and Grab a paddle, If not, I'll row my own damn boat, Cuz others will always Laugh and joke, enclosed in glass and smoke, no passion to cope, to them I’m either, smashing everyone's hope Or blasting more dope, Cuz it slashes my rope, I dont wanna crash and I croak, So I share what I know, Cuz I care and I grow, and I put this in poem the only way i know, but Beware of my no flow...