Journey Through the Mirror

I can't breathe 
someone sewed up my throat
I can't breathe 
someone zipped my lungs
I can't breathe
When people prefer others
The truth is I hate hanging around
this person who had the same name as me
Not just that
I hate how she is able to better represent the name that I was also given
she is the one people prefer,  the one people call to
I am not able to live up to my name
I am not able to live up to my title like she is
And when I express these feelings of despair
only one person concerned themselves with me
They handed me a hand full of Cheetos 
She told me not to be sad
But I wasn't sad at all 
I figured I was more jealous than sad
I pondered further into thought
If she was able to live up to her title better than me
Than what am I suppose to do to live up to mine
It could be my misconception
 I could have just deluded my perception of my self identity
I realized what made me unique 
was no longer valid
my mind turned into a whirl pool of confusion
I was to find a new definition for who I was
I was to go on a journey on my own
I believe we all go through this journey 
The journey through the mirror
To meet the ones we were suppose to be
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Nyaga Avatar
May 5, 2015 at 5:05 AM
nicely written many especially artist have to deal with their artistic persona.. and a journey of self discovery/definition is each one will take, thanks for this one, its nicely written
Roberts Avatar
May 4, 2015 at 11:24 PM
Nicely written, well done....Seren
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