Jimmy

She sits alone in a darkening car,
waiting for Jimmy, a soccer star.
He's taking longer these days, it seems;
but he's one who gets tangled in his dreams.

Her neighbor sees her, asks if she's going in
just waiting for Jimmy, she smiles with a grin.
She sits in the car and takes June's hand,
saying, June, I don't think you understand.

Jimmy's not in the house anymore;
nor out on the soccer field kicking a score.
He left three months ago, to this day.
he had errands to run and on his way,

an angel, embracing him, took him aflight.
It won't help to sit here all of the night.
He watches over you, of that, I'm sure,
for Jimmy's love was always pure.

Please, take my hand and come with me
We'll go inside for a nice cup of tea.
Then I'm calling Big Jim to come right home
because I don't want you to be all alone.

She follows directions, thinking how can it be?
What I really want is my son hugging me.
I must make this long day end somehow,
Jimmy is gone, I see that more clearly now.

No longer on earth, I now understand:
I won't see Jimmy grow into a man.
Tears won't help a mother who yearns
for a son who has left and will never return.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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June 1, 2021 at 12:14 PM
Oh sweet Anne, brought me to my knees.........he wasn't my son, but my husband to be.......had to keep living just knowing i had been honored to be his love. Am now almost to my end, but he has been with me, always. Knowing love kept me living......thanks for letting me rekindle those feeling...your insight is uncanny! suzanne clear
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February 19, 2021 at 6:55 AM
This song is filled with poingant sadness. It is a parents curse to have a child precede you in death. Nicely written, Ann. Hugs, John
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February 20, 2021 at 10:42 AM
Thanks, John. My step-grandson killed himself when he was 22, but the poem is for all the mothers who find it hard to accept a child is gone. Thanks for your thoughts. Hugs back, Ann
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February 18, 2021 at 12:03 PM
Hello Ann Peck, reading this poem had me teary eye. You will see your son in Heaven. He is your guardian angel watching over you. enjoy your day my friend.
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February 22, 2021 at 12:46 PM
Hello Ann Peck, there are a lot of mothers that long for a child that is gone. Enjoy your day my friend.
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February 20, 2021 at 10:45 AM
Thanks, Darlene, for your kind comments. It was about my step-grandson and for all mothers longing for a child that has gone.
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