Jealous of Her Flamboyance
I shy away at first
Fearful of her confidence
I sense her invisible peacock feathers, noting their glittering ends
pretend indifference, belittle and bully
Fearful of her absolute self-assured confidence
Knowing I will never be able to live her flair, her vim, her vigor
She sparkles around me secretly dazzling me with her loveliness
I am one of the first ones to poke fun
Jealous of her ability to be flamboyant and loud
I want to scream from the bowels of my soul
Indoctrination and banal socialization has ruined me
allowing me none of her shine, sparkle or self-assured confidence.
Copyright © Caren Krutsinger | Year Posted 2022
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