Jealous

I was nervous, as nervous as can be. For I wanted to propose, propose that single night. This and that happened, and it all turned out wrong. I never meant to hit him, but I lost sight of everything. When I saw you with a guy, I just couldn't resist. You were in his arms, kissing him on the cheek. The only thing that passed my mind, was that you're gonna leave. Cause I knew this was it You would leave me for him He was your ex, I guess was scared. Scared that you'll leave me, and my fear was realized. I never thought you'll leave, just get up and leave. I regret my action, that spur of a moment. It cost me my love, it cost me my life. I've learned my lesson, really, I have. But who's to blame, me or you? I know the answer, to my stupid question. I was the one to blame, it was all my fault. For my jealousy, got the best of me...