It's So Hard To Say Goodbye

Holding on to the memories that never fades away. On that dreadful day, It never crossed my mind that this would be our last conversation and the ending of yours. So many unanswered questions has left me in a state of depression, confusion, and incomprehension. How could you leave me in all this pain, knowing I will never see you again in this life form. It is said, as time goes on it gets better but does it? It's a never ending nightmare of pain that keeps playing over and over again. Staring at your picture, saying to myself this is unreal. How could you leave me without saying goodbye? I look for you hoping that I see you again. I know you are here but the appearance of you is gone. Sometimes I stop and stare because I thought I seen you, but it's just another image that looks identical to you. I know I must let you go but as the days go by it gets harder and harder but with a deeper understanding, and a deeper acceptance, I shall regain my strength back.