It's Not Impossible To Comprehend My Feelings

Crashing down due to the highs of the blues Dashing how you always pop up in my muse Somehow, you have lost your favorite pair of shoes I'm sorry for always sending you my old, sad news I'll make it up to you I'll fake a smile or two I'll try to relax, my dear I will not fear, but have cheer Clear away the dust from my cranium Shatter away the glass-like titanium Veer away from the thoughts that leave you numb All of those weird things will be but a single crumb Accept me for who I am I am a wandering lamb I am like a long lost crab in the sea of doubt Yeah, you know exactly what I'm talking about Find me in the mist of my madness Figure me out, despite my sadness Show me a route towards shameless serenity But, don't mistake my kindness for weakness or you'll have to comprehend my insanity I won't bring myself down anymore I'm done, being a constant closed door I need help I begin to yelp Something is wrong with me What could it possibly be? I'm underneath the dirt of your lies I'm seeing right through your goodbyes Wait up for me I will reach out to hold you still I do long to flee With or without your gracious thrill My dirty mind and my broken heart collide Being without you feels as if a part of me committed suicide My spirit within me is unbearably stressed out My soul out of me is freedom bound and about Occupy me by your train of thought again Fly me to the sun of your shining grace Cry with me in times of distress like you did before High five me every time I do something right that you find impossible to ignore If I were your sun and rain, I'd be happier than golden grain There are plenty of shimmering rays Take your time and I'll take mine for days Wish me luck as I fade away Into the sudden gray of today Fish out the hopes in your way And, also, please do what I say I have done it again... That sinful, greedy nature took over me I need to move on and then... That sinful, greedy nature will fly away from me Awful grief shattered my soul In need of relief to make me feel whole I can't go on when you are gone I can't wait for the arrival of the dawn Free my spirit of pure vitality Wake up to this cruel reality Caress my aching heart of majestic delight Confess to me your love during nightfall tonight Purge out the flames of hatred that devours my encouraging willpower You think that I'm an insecure weakling, but I'm stronger than you realize Burn away the stupid **** I've done in the past and make me bloom like a flower I sink into the depths of the dreadful unknown as I open up my sore eyes Dangerously in love with the hate deep inside There's no where to hide in this darksome tide Addicted to the thrill and I want to add the tick tock to your clock Inflicted and afflicted by you and all the shenanigans you do...all you do is mock