Its Hard To Be a Loser

You came out of nowhere And left me, gasping for air. I cant remember how to breathe. Everyone tells me it’s not healthy, (to need someone so much). But God, I just love you so f-ing much. There is a little itch in the back of my brain. I keep clawing at it. My fingers are bleeding and tears are welling up in my eyes. But, I know, You are the only one who can touch it. And without you its there forever. A constant reminder of what I’ve lost. You walk around in my thoughts, And i’m trapped. Trapped in my own mind. Calling out your name and begging for you to save me. You’re burning in my bloodstream. This white hot heat in my throat won’t leave. Why wont I wake up from this dream? No, this nightmare.. I’m so scared. I never wanted to be alone, At least I was alone with you.