It's better this way

Sometimes I miss you more than ever Seeing sunsets or paperclips Seeing things you wouldve loved and not being able to tell you about it I know you weren't the best But at least you tried Tried your best untill you died Ive missed you every day since then Not sure I'll ever stop Might miss you till the day i die But maybe that would be alright I know you did your best Did better than all the rest You loved me till the day you died Thats a debt i cant repay Not even by telling you all I have to say Lifes been worse since you left Guess thats how it is with death dont know how much you need them till theyre gone Then cry when you hear their favorite song Maybe ill grieve till the day I die Thats how i know your love wasnt a lie Everytime I see your face I wonder if you couldve been saved Maybe i couldve done something Maybe its my fault Maybe Im the reason you fell apart I dont know what to do without you My grief is stuck to me like glue The strong kind that never goes away No matter how long you spend scrubbing it The glue that always lasts Always brings me back to our past Our days down at the river When you tried your best to deliver I got mad at you then But now i would give anything Anything to have you back Even for a moment Just to tell you how I feel Maybe you'd like to hear it I guess I'll never know how you felt Or why you did it But maybe its better off that way Never knowing what you had to say Some things are just like that Some things you never get to hear But maybe thats okay.