It Was All Lust

It was just lust How do I express my feelings to you? When all you gave were just the connection to paradise How do I let myself in? When there was a burning fire in front of me Take my heart as it is Demolish it if you have too As long as I get to feel you right next to me And not feel ashamed Take my mind to your heart and Explore it as I was just there to satisfy the unforgiving soul Take my eyes and take it to places I cannot touch Take my hand and show it to the tormented features of the brain Take my heart and fill it with the healing fibres of your voice Drive my legs to the deepest lengths that were truly deprived I’m sorry I’m not much of an expresser but when you took that Venom to the mind and expected her to just follow thru You were wrong You are still wrong because she just wanted words Everlasting words that could just make her look at the sky and forget I blame you I will always blame you You left me to die with the trees that you planted You let me burn with the papers that told our story the most You let me drown with the oceans while looking back at our Reflection on the changing colour Now I’m stuck with my touched bruises And my filthy mind I know you will leave her once you find out but I’m sorry…you have to go someone please help me understand what love is because its very painful