It Feels Like a Bad Dream

It feels, like a bad dream that I had when I was young.
No one, cares or believes. "It's the past. Let it be done." 
I hear the beasts in the closet calling out my name.
I'll be safe under covers, but I'll never be the same.
No, I'll never be the same.
 
Nightmares begin and end here in the house that I burned down.
Our home built brick and mortar left in ashes on the ground.
They say, "child, turn away. There's nothing left to mourn."
I see ghosts of the battles, but no one won this war.
No, no one won this war.
 
I wake anger in my veins from the pictures in my mind.
"Don't fear, I've got you right here", says the all-expected line.
I know real from make believe, and the differences are deep.
I can't crawl into shadows, and I won't fall back to sleep. 
No, I won't fall back to sleep. 

Jessica Highstreet
10/9/2015
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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November 1, 2015 at 11:16 PM
Congrats on ur superb win with this awesome write Jessica!
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November 1, 2015 at 11:04 AM
Jessica, congratulations. SKAT
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November 1, 2015 at 8:17 AM
For me this is truly exceptional writing. I'm glad to see it on the winners list. I give you the highest rating 7!
Cheema Avatar
November 1, 2015 at 1:18 AM
Congrats Jessica! You've done well in this win!
Inman Avatar
November 1, 2015 at 12:54 AM
Hi Jessica, very nice poem, rather creepy (you'll have to sleep sometime).
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October 14, 2015 at 3:09 PM
This is awesome poem I have red. Welcome to poetry soup
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October 12, 2015 at 2:49 PM
- Welcome as a new member at P-Soup - A great first poem from you :) - I wish you good luck and a lot of new "poet" friends, Jessica :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
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October 10, 2015 at 6:45 PM
Hi Jessica, WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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October 10, 2015 at 11:12 AM
Jessica, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT"
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