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There is an overwhelming pain that haunts me, It comes from the depth of my soul. Its intensity is alarming It stifles my growth Its darkness overshadows my character inhibiting who I am. In its full capacity, it is crippling Making it impossible to stand It’s confusing for its complexity causing it to be difficult to understand Although knowing doesn't give me any answers And by no means does it mend a cure The realization that it was self-inflicted causes it to be difficult to endure At times the heaviness in my heart is too much to carry The sorrow is too much too bare I've approached it from many angles trying desperately to find a solution God, I beg you forgive me, and give me peace through resolution