Is That Too Much To Ask For?

I can no longer claim the scent of what I used to be I no long stand apart from anyone else because now we are all alike I never knew how I would feel I never imagined the way it felt Maybe it wasn't so much as the pain I was going through But the simple fact that I had no idea of what I was doing I don't know what it is that I'm feeling Maybe it's fright, Maybe it's a feeling of loss I just want to cry So bad but so light I don't wanna drown myself in tears I don't wanna feel I don't wanna talk I don't wanna listen All I want is silence Is that to much to ask for? Although I'm looking back There is no going back But plenty of regrets Regrets and remorse Pain and hurt Anguish and fear All this is here Right here Right now At this very moment At this very second This is all here Inside my heart I can't make it go away I can't make it disappear Can I say cut the movie's over? Is That To Much To Ask For?...