Into the Rabbit Hole

I'm such a weird individual if you only knew Laying down in the middle of nowhere Every time I get up, I walk on Alone Ave. Go ahead and walk away without a care! I'm tired and drifting away into the orchards of obscurity Frankly, I'm in love with loneliness and drenched in silence Honestly, I feel like floating away like the shining sea I don't want to disappoint you so, but you gotta know I need your forgiveness in a sense Hold me tight before I sink into the drain of distress I'm thinking that you don't mind my hurt at all You're as bold as the sailor against terrible tides of hardships in progress I'm not able to believe in myself for long unless you listen up and encourage me to stand tall I'm uplifted by the awe-inspiring breeze of bravery Above the surface, soaring as much as I dare It's almost as if it's time to depart from the pangs and pressures of shame and agony Under the rubble, digging deep into a total nightmare...a hell on Earth...facing my fear that has been around as far as I am aware of - perhaps, a few centuries or more, for I was lost before I was found I am waiting for you to change your ways You don't trust me - now, I know why I guess love and good works will take its toll one of these days You will see to it that I'm capable of doing the impossible - now, that is no lie! Lying in the meadows of my lackadaisical soul Trying to be wrapped up in passionate bliss Now, I get up and run towards the rabbit hole I catch a glimpse of you, ensnared by happiness, confusion and other things I can't address - I can't fathom your situation that reduces your spirits to hopelessness