Internally Dying

Internally dying I'm quiet yes but inside I'm a mess Outside I look blessed but inside I feel cursed I look loved but I feel hated I appear to be smiling but I'm dying and hurting What you see is not real It's all a lie, it's unreal I hide all my pain but nothing I gain At night it all comes back Back to attack I cry silently I cry quietly If only my pillow could talk It would tell But I still wake up with a smile, walk as if all is well Yet I am Internally dying. PoeticMonwa