Internal Dialogue-Debate

I have an internally repetitious desire, need, want, to seek reassurance Not so much about, Am I the fairest/ugliest of Them all? But, lately, more maturely, rationally, calmly and yet curiously, compassionately, Am I healthy? How am I healthy/unhealthy? spiritually/mentally naturally/physically politically/personally Meanwhile, nonverbal rightbrain gut-felt instincts follow a similar light toward healthy purpose, but more intuitively systemic than leftbrain verbal analysis. If healthy consciousness, then when, where, and why are we most safe and least unsafe? An appreciation/depreciation question of healthy rational purpose, or not Logical, yes but also, more deeply ecological, a felt personal theological curiosity quest for safe compassionate meaning in relationship to and from EarthTribal drawn-to-the-light progenitors Our indigenously wise felt fellow hearty hardy hale anthro-familials, co-passionate organic environmentals, edibles and ornamentals Mountain forest transcendent spaces and river valleyed mellow intimate meadows, neighboring animals, hospitably animated delicious insects, singing birds and fat and happy yet clearly athletic beasts Bisexual flowers and bilateral branch and root universal health and unitarian safety enlivened systems Bipartisan public health enlightening and safety empowering servants Bilateral co-passionate personal and systemically political co-intelligence Binomially resonant resilient repetitive Left-secular-health/Right-sacred-wealth feelings of why conjoining MeWe needs ego/ecosystemically win/win safe thrival and endless curiosity about win/lose survivalist unsafe risks compromises monoculturing egocentric anthro-divine win/win values and win/lose misvalues and lose/lose nthrosupremacist disvalues Predicting how lefthemisphere thinks autonomously notices individually processes NonZero Zone is never ego-apartheid healthy and always win/lose compromised, potentially lose/lose traumatized for lack of abundantly democratic compassion autocratically virulent; not more democratically vital than narcissistic LeftBrain anthrosupremacist StraightWhiteCapitalistMale rabidity.