Interesting, Wicked, and Odd

How many times must a scripture be read to us? So many ways they suck em in to follow and trust. We're led to believe that heaven is made of gold. I say heaven is without don't trust what they`ve sold. The purest of hate, most evil is Wiccan turned catholic black in red. The weak, the blind, the burning glazed in dread. All sheep follow the next, like that life of a drone. The simple mind cannot help itself if it`s left all alone. The priest, the pope, the father's, and every single bishop. A fact them fu*kers spread suffering, I've had enough. No longer can I just sit and have faith in a holy religion. There's one thing I know, and that`s they have never given... A holy father, or a graceful joyous place. My mind expansion is like that of cosmic outer space. Misplaced every single person that I loved that has died. I know cuz I've tried, and tried and have only cried. Most times I was wretched in my life. But I was awakened so I'd realize such strife. How many fathers would kill their own son with such brutal torture just to be a God. Surely you must find this interesting, wicked, and odd. You should look harder when there's much more mayhem. Why do you continually contribute and constantly pay him? The same song for 7411 years. Is so weird, as the sight of the Seer`s How many times can the same story be the savior of man. Every age span gives life the same fu*king hand. I've been to the place of my real grace, It is not what you think. It took lots of time, It tore the deepest of pain. For me to vomit the master of the my insane. Took it all in then realized my misguided path of destruction. They perform black magic under these cathedrals of corruption. It was me who was wrong to have been so disarrayed. Where was your God each and every time a child or woman was betrayed. By a church of child molesters and the torturous murders of women throughout it`s entire existence, There`s an absence of god`s love and his power he displayed Egypt, no interjections like exodus with no interference nor his holy assistance .