Instead

I want to have somebody. Instead I have no one. I want to be someone. Instead I am a nobody. I want to feel loved. Instead I feel pain. I want to be happy Just to make it through the day. Instead I put my head down And dont say a word. I wish I was someone els. Instead I'm just myself. I know You are there, But you never feel near I feel so lost. If you can hear my prayers Please God, No more tears No more lonliness No more fears. I just want someone to be here. Instead I have no one Not even my prayers.