Inspired Words-Find Happy

Some strong emotion touched my mind today it wasn't quite expected and was quickly pushed away then later as the evening passed the thought that harvested emotion intruded on every thought that entered my awareness and pressed for recognition this thought was not a thought of harm in fact was intended to inspire this thought that reaped a harvest of fear and hurt was simply stated find happy and now as evening passes into morning I quietly asses the thoughts that help me to be happy and can tell that they too cause distress for although the memories from within the fields of my mind often find a way to feed some hunger they also seem to be a plague that tears my heart asunder how is it that a happy thought can lead to so much destruction that at one point you're laughing and have cramps in your face and tummy and the next you're crying and hurt all over after going through a period of disconnect and feeling a storm build despite the elements from climate control why is it so surprising that one thought could cause such a LOSS of control Even now a scientist may wish for climate control But a thing as simple as the beat of a butterfly wing as small throws even the best plans off Then why should a thought of control not be effected by the similar the beat of one butterfly wing the same as one phrase is small, yes but is not insignificant I have learned over time that control is an illusion so why I thought my mind protected eludes me still A thought becomes that tiny spark that transforms into emotion the trick is in turning the effects into something useful I guess what I can take from this is that not everything can be contained and controlled and what I am given that is loosed in my mind can be turned into something of value its worth greater that its weight in gold a thought of inspiration may indeed sometimes cause hurt but taking time to be AWARE will help you grow and help you learn to acknowledge the hurt to live to accept the moment to not push it unwanted away and with those thoughts the inspired words find happy you learn to be happy