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Insecurities

One thing I always ignored and i never wanted to see
That first I shoud be the one who loves me
No one else is gonna come around on a golden horse
No one else is gonna want to waste time with me, counting stars
No one will ever try to make me feel like i am loved
No one will hold my hand and give my insecurities a tough fight
No one will choose me as their fav food and ignore others like a junk diet
No one will ever promise me that they'll never make me feel betrayed
Truth have always been my most imp value 
No one will ever respect that and won't make efforts to stay
No one will ever act fair with me until I treat myself right
May be its me who give people the power to put others above me
Maybe i shouldn't even put up the fight
Maybe its fate who is trying to teach me to stop running 
To teach me that love will come to me eventually, even if this world is cunning
To teach me every lesson loneliness offers to teach 
To acquire my mastery in it so that in the end i could help people to preach
But what about now?
Now i feel so hollow
What about the fact that this harsh reality 
I need to swallow
What about all the aching I feel inside
I feel like I will explode, if all that pain i hide
Sometimes I wish, I could peep from heaven after the time i die
Just to see if anyone will shed a tear
Just to see if anyone will cry

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019




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