Injected and Rejected

She taught me well my woman of all those years. trust loyality and respect are now being injected threw the eye of a needle filled with deceipt, all of which are designed to manipulate and controll. Seemingly I now stand alone in a cloud of misdirection. Old familur paths lead only back to where I stand now. There are some who have reached out to me and I have taken their hand but I soon let go for I am unsure and I stand alone. What was once a dream come true turned into a nightmare of a lifetime. Answers once obtainable now escape me and awaken in silent screams I am detached. Love honer and respect seem nothing more than contrived distortions of truth. As i mark the time within my mind I am now a stranger in this land.