Initial Thoughts of Hatred (Extended Version)

I'm sick and tired! So very tired! Of you putting me down From now on... I'll just stand up! On my own two feet... I refuse to put up with your trash again And I refuse to just stand and take it I won't allow you to mess with my mind No longer will your threats bother me You may try and scare me if you like But any word you say is useless You have no control of where I go This is my life! Not your own! I don't want you to look at me as a trophy Because I refuse to go down the path you want There is a time when one has to grow up Enough is enough! I'm forced to leave you No more of your lies will enter my ears I refuse to take part in it I have to try and make it myself And it's my choice to suceed or fail I "hate" you I "dislike" you I just don't like you! I'm sick and tired! So very tired! I just want to be away from you! I refuse to have someone else dictate My very life... The sooner I escape, the better off I'll be Though it may seem hopeless at the moment I admit that I have made alot of mistakes But I promise to not repeat them again I am not a perfect human being I am prone to make many mistakes But at least I will learn from them Unlike you! You're just a hypocrite! You expect too much of me and its wrong And when I fail, its the end of the world You make life seem harder than necessary Especially after I have grasped it already If I were to share my knowledge Then I bet you'd be amazed It will rival even yours Or should I say eventually surpass it You "fear" me You're "afraid" of me You are "scared" of me! That's how it should be! You're scared of me! And it should stay that way Since you think that, you try and put me down Bt it won't work... I "hate" you Go and "hate" me I don't need you anymore! Go and "fear" me I don't "fear" you You're really nothing to me! I'm sick and tired now! Very tired now! Just leave me be! Stop trying to... torment me Any further... My respect for you! Is gone now! Just go away! Getting rid of the... trash in my life Is the first step to my happiness!