Incomplete Thought

Uncertainty of something so certain That has an uncertain end Eternally searching for ways to mend A broken mind with leaking emotions from a shattered vessel It seems like I forgot what made me special And precious Am I jealous? If I am I don’t know who But I doubt if that’s true What am I to do? Nothing to construe But I’ll leave my problem up to you And for you to fathom And think about With every chance I get I scream and shout But what upsets me No one seems to remember But they always forget me But what affects me? I don’t have a clue With all that said and done Here is what I conclude Me and my attitude Got too many problems I need help to solve them I search for answers When there is no explanation Life’s toughest breaks Cease my concentration With little or no contemplation Slight hesitation To request demonstrations For any translation Of my bedazzling situations My mind’s cramped like menstruation In need of spiritual penetration To reach the source causing a many complications So I can feel that sensation And feel the infatuation Of being human and breathing breath Then I’ll look forward to life after death Even if I am the last one left I’m ready for spiritual theft And my rhyme so def I am the most def Most definitely, Equivalent to the definition Compare me to you And you’ll see what you are missing Human snakes hissing And twirling their tongues of guile I reveal to them the truth But they still in denial Spiritual war may take a while But when I’m in hard times I smile And avoids things that are vile Because I know my inner demons Ain’t ready for this child Born to be wild Developed my own style But about to be grown