Inception: Uproot Me Free - Collab With Mikey Part 6
Stimulating ideas pop into your head
You need a pen…you need a piece of lined paper and you gave it your best shot to pass the difficult test
It looks like you’re outtah luck…you received an F for Failure…no wonder you’re drowning in dread
You need a shoulder to lie your head down for a moment’s rest… I didn’t mean to be a bothersome pest
You need a helper…to aid you while you struggle emotionally…
I’m not trying to irritate you on purpose, but I want you to be unchained free from the chains that dejected you totally!
Fly with me in the aqua-blue sky and reach for the clouds
You were unable to flee due to suffocating in custody’s shrouds
I must endure till the end...life is one massive errand
In hopelessness and fear, love and hope wasn’t in mind and my heart dwells
Around every dark corner…I was floating gaily on the riverbed…happy-go-luckily paddling around, wandering around aimlessly
I never thought you’d let me drown in my detestable dread – you would rather see me dead probably
My heart is bleeding out like a river of blood…frankly, driving me insane
I feel like messy folders, left in the dusty office of nothingness...you stored me in a dark place I once called my "Heavenly Haven"
The memories of you with me send vibes down my spine…mirror my pain and see to it that we receive vast amounts of His Healing Rain
Now, I drown in the tears of shame
You hunted me down like game...I was that animal, dead and lame
I was busy looking for heaven
But it was all the same
I'm untamed ...so unleash your inner inspiration and shower it down on me
Hell I remain in blinded by you but now I SEE
Now I'm drowning once again waiting to be saved in this lonely and deep dark sea
While you I left to be ever so free
That I've fallen way down...I've been weighed down...agony - the countless drops of despair and dismay -is what I stumble upon...I gave my heart a break...for heaven's sake and I've taken all that I can take...I drown in blasphemy's flames of uncertainty and toil of plenty
I watch you as you, without permission, flee…with a never-ending attitude of gratitude and you wore sunlit glee
To a certain degree, you tried to set me free...free...from our own captivities...but failure kept pace with you...
I hope you can see...see...falling in love is only in fairy tales, you see?
You got love affection attention comfort and honesty but you never gave me any
Now from your actions you spun this deceitful web the reason I remain ever so blue
You outran me with your bottomless cheers and hopes...you lifted yourself up with your accomplishments
Like a shadow lost under a tree
You got me nowhere and no achievements
I'm a fly, trapped in the web of bewilderment...and you wrapped me in woe-made worthlessness
Rapt in rue...
Sick of feeling blue
You drowned me
With your river of tears, you see? I thought you and I could be elevated by creativity and be enlightened by the endless wonders of the deep, mysterious, blue sea
You left me there to wither and fade away with nothing more than emptiness and hopelessness
On you were left to flee…you are set free from your catastrophe
Feeling hollow and doused in dismay...what can I say on a day like today? Did I ever make progress?
Why wouldn’t the memories just let me be?
You keep telling me over and over again that you want to be free
You aren't free because you are enchanted by your lusts and under the spell of sin
You blinded me by your vain lies – I thought you were the best, but now I’m forced with a broken heart to wave my goodbyes
You tried to dress me up with happiness, but behind my clothes, I felt naked, lost, bewildered and felt less like a human...naked and ashamed – that’s how I felt deep down inside…I was caught up in a total mess...but, I must confess –
Your ways tainted me like the ink of the tattoo under my shedding skin.
You left me to be for awhile in loneliness…my alienated ambition and hope strengthened me with passion and adrenalin
You drugged me up with your lies and fervent, false fantasies from deep within;
Yet, darling, I would like to thank you for helping me out through thick and thin
I’m writing words of truth though –
Expressing how much I’m fond of you
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2014
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