In the Wrong Place

I always had a problem I would always blame it on you To seeing my flaws was seldom So to tell you now words are few I blamed you for me feeling lonely I thought you were pushing me away But I owe it to you only To tell you this today I have never lost control In my hands I held the reigns From my emotions to my soul I even gave to you the blame See I love you so much I want you to be with me all the time Now my life is in a rush Seems loving you was my crime I never thought I could get hurt I was trying to make everything right Now I'm lying on the dirt In this hour of the night I know there was not much to fix You were perfect indeed But here lies the trick And why I never succeed I get jealous when anyone gets close Even if I know it maybe wrong I cant help but feel the worst Then you play through my mind like a love song I know I should have no fear But you are mine and mine alone You refuse to have me there And all you give is a phone That is just not enough I cant be satisfied with that no more I know the time is rough But I'm still standing at your door You look for me when you feel I need you all the time I don't know what is real But now its on my mind Looking to you for all Left a shadow on my face So dark it made fall I looked for it in the wrong place I depended on you for love I was a fool for that I will get it from above From Him who I gave my heart